Put me on trial, Lord, and cross-examine me. Test my motives and my heart. Psalm
26:2 NLT
His decision
could have cost him his job.
My grandfather worked
for the same company all his life. But now the company had been sold . . .
rather, franchised out. His new boss tested him with unreasonable requests,
unlike his previous boss.
My grandfather
was retirement age when the change took place—already drawing his Social
Security check. As the new boss kept giving commands that ruffled my
grandfather’s feathers, he could have told him “to take this job and shove it.”
But he didn’t. He politely obeyed each request. His demeanor wouldn’t allow him
to do differently. And my grandfather continued working for the new boss until
he was 72 and his knees wouldn’t allow him to climb up and down from the ice
cream truck anymore.
As the new boss tested
my grandfather, so the psalmist invited God to do the same with him. He
challenged God to test his motives . . . his heart. If he wasn’t sincere in his
service to God, he wanted God to reveal that to him.
I have done the
same as the psalmist, but asking God to test my motives is a frightening
experience. I worry over what the test might reveal. Yet, I should regularly
ask what the psalmist did.
Motives for
actions are easily disguised. Others can’t see the motives for my honorable
actions. It may appear I truly want to serve the needy, to give a large
donation to a worthy cause, to help a friend, or to volunteer editing for a
devotional website when I’m really doing all those things only for a pat on the
back, a trophy, or an embedded plague.
While I can hide
my motives from others, I can’t hide them from me—or God. Deep inside, I know
the truth, and so does God. We both know whether my motives are pure or whether
some underlying reason exists for my actions.
God wants us to
serve—in whatever capacity—out of love and appreciation. The way Jesus served
us. Saving our souls was His motive. There was nothing in it for Him. When we
understand His great sacrifice and the nature of our salvation, we’ll serve
others because we’ve been served, not as an attempt to repay Him—which we can’t.
We’ll serve out of love, and nothing more.
Ask God to put
your motives to the test.
Tweetable: What tests is God putting you through?
Prayer: Father,
test our hearts so that our motives might be as pure as gold.
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