So Peter went over the side of the boat and walked on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw the strong wind and the waves, he was terrified and began to sink. Matthew 14:29-30 NLT
My plans were in place, but circumstances beyond
my control changed them.
I was in college, finally preparing for what God
had called me to do: preach. However, I had always felt a part of that call was
also to teach.
Twenty miles away was a university that worked
with my college. If a graduate entered their master’s program, all their earned
credits would transfer. Within one year, I could complete my graduate degree
and be certified in elementary education.
But a few months before graduation, my plans
melted. I had recently quit my part-time job, and now my wife’s employer told
her she was closing the business. By graduation night, we were both unemployed.
I was devastated. I could preach, but my chance
of teaching—at least in the public sector--had vanished like a bad dream. Peter
may have felt the same when he tried to walk on water. Wasn’t he one of the
disciples who had left his business immediately when Jesus called him to
follow? Hadn’t he palled around with Him and listened intently to His
teachings? Wasn’t he the one who understood Jesus was the Messiah? Now, he
wanted to test his faith. But he was disappointed. When Peter saw the waves’
angry arms grasping at his ankles, he sank like a stone.
Since I can’t swim, I will only wade. But some
wading I don’t care for, and this tends to happen when disappointments wash
over me. I Worry, even though God says worry is unnecessary because He’ll care
for His children’s needs.
I’m also prone to drift toward Anxiety. God’s
Word also reminds me I don’t have to be anxious. Instead, I can submit my
prayers and concerns to God, and He’ll calm the waves.
When I wade, I can drift toward Depression. After
all, depression is just around the corner when worry and anxiety are present.
But the worst-case scenario when I wade is that
I’ll experience Emotional burnout. Rather than controlling my emotions, my
emotions will control me. When moods fluctuate, trust in and service to God
also do.
Don’t WADE. Trust God regardless of your
circumstances.
Father, thank You that no waves are too high that
Your love and sustaining power can’t help me overcome.
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