For everything there is a season, a time
for every activity under heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1 NLT
I knew the time
had come to go.
The church had
been through a rough time, but I had high hopes for a bright future. It didn’t
happen. One problem after another erupted. People left for various reasons, but
I had a sneaky suspicion they weren’t satisfied with me as their pastor.
Soon, our
congregation diminished to half of its original size. Though not outwardly, I
felt the finger of pressure pointed at me to do something. I tried numerous
things—actions that should have returned life to the church. Nothing worked.
More people left. Less money came in.
After a year of
watching things go downhill, I took a voluntary pay cut and took a second job.
Income at the church continued to decline. We cut positions, as well as the salary
of those we kept on the payroll. Still, more meandered out each month than came
in.
My spirit became
restless, a sure sign God was about to do something. A business meeting that
turned into a finger-pointing session helped me make the final decision to resign.
I knew the time had come to go … to move on to another venue.
The decision
wasn’t difficult. I knew it was the right choice. What I didn’t know was how my
wife and I would meet our monthly obligations. Our bills were based on two
jobs, not one that didn’t pay enough to satisfy those needs. Still, I didn’t
change my mind. We had persevered through a difficult season, and God was
moving us somewhere else. We just didn’t know where.
Solomon said what
everyone knows, but what we sometimes don’t enjoy: change happens. We can’t
prevent it, though it is almost always uncomfortable and uncertain.
This episode that
happened in my latter working years reinforced the principles I’d learned along
life’s way: never make a change or decision without God’s guidance. And that
comes through prayer.
Peace is also a
sign the change is God’s plan. In spite of the uncertainty, my wife and I both experienced
peace about my decision to resign. No regret hung over our heads. Now, we will
trust God for provision. When in His will, He’s promised to meet our needs. And
when all is said and done, we can celebrate the joy of obedience.
When God
instructs you to change, know He’s gone ahead of you and prepared the way.
Tweetable: How do you react to change?
Prayer: Father,
we trust you to care for us in all the changes You lead us through.
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